4+ months back, i thought a decision was finally made.
but now, i just realised, the decision will only be made finally 4 months later.
the next 4 months seems to be crucial,
& i have no idea what feelings should i bring with me to walk through these 4 months.
the 4 months ahead seems to be tough,
the road ahead seems rocky,
but still i have to walk through this journey.


if you find yourself back at the starting point 4 months later, you knew the past 4 months journey is not what you wanted and there's no point continuing cause you know its meaningless, and what you've missed, is where you should have belong.