instinct?
or not?
many a times,
the difference between this and that,
its just a line difference..

walked past comic connection just now,
& i've decided on something................... which is.............

突然觉得一切过的好快，
好想时间能缓慢下来。。。

there's always a time where human start to change their perspective towards life,
and how they look at things.
it just a matter of time,

looking back at my life,
i was so amazed how did i ever come thus far... 

random thoughts...

• i think if this goes on, i can be thoning for every night.
• why doesnt adults have concession, at least i can travel around and not feel so restricted by the expensive transport fares. (they do have something call season pass, which is like $98 per month equally unaffordable)
• maybe should start relying on leg
• making choices, regretting choices made, life still goes on.
• & damm the person, idiot.
• i'm feeling super bored, so maybe i should go back and find more jobs

oh wellll..........

seriously, now i find guys with that name sucks,
all the same attitude.
stupid idiot!
cheaters & liars!
i seriously just hate liars and cheaters!

seriously, i think the whole issue is dumb lah,
give us the shirt, say wear it then look more professional etc, all the bullshit,
say its brand new etc.
in the end, still want to take it back,
so i think all the shirts are like recycled?!
looks professional?
i think what we wore the other time to that place to meet that person,
is more than appropriate.
still call us change to your shirt,
and end up still have to return,
what for all the hassle!
stupid lah!
and dont bother to tell different things to different people lah.
damm damm damm!
& if you are so sincere about paying us the salary, you should be calling us up instead of emailing,
if emailing, what if the person never see it in time?
so dont tell me you are so dumb to go there and wait then realise we couldnt make it?!
&, initially it was stated so clearly to bank in the salary in black and white!
so stop giving so many excuses!
stop treating teenagers as dumb or whatsoever!
& i'm so not going to specially make the trip down to such a far place,
later i go down you give me some excuses of not giving me the salary,
blah blah blah! then what? waste my time and money just to go down and pass you back that stupid shirt?!
i'm seriously so pissed off now!
& am in a bad bad mood!

:(
once again, i failed.. sorry.
guess everyone else is doing a better job than me..

i'm hardworking today (:
went for 2 jobs interview
and i think kind of get the 2 jobs? hahas!
for one is confirmed,
which is working at robinsons as temp cashier,
i think is for the helping out during GSS (:
its only 8 days, from 12th May to 16th May, 21st May to 23rd May and there's some training and briefing some day. hahas!
there actually another one too, which is work from whole of may to ard 2nd week of june which i couldnt make it,
cause might be overseas. (:

then the other one is, the job at peek-a-boo (kids environment)at kallang leisure park.
but for that, there will be trials before they officially accept me, so see how it goes again.
this job is more flexible for weekdays, its on rooster shift then mostly they say they need helpers on weekends, then weekdays maybe like just work 2 days? hahas, the very flexible kind.

soo, since there's two jobs on hand maybe i shall stop finding job for the time being?! LOLS!

anyway, beside that,
went to the library too, since its on the way.
borrowed storybooks to read,
guess i'm too bored at home thats why.

tml boyboy's tp, he will passs!!
jiayou! last lap to go, goo all the way! (:

finally finished my 4 day event roadshow at AMK.
tiring, legs and back are breaking.
now i know,
i'll never ever apply for sales job (those direct sales promoting), and maybe call operator job (kind of boring, where time pass by via crawling).
especially direct sales promoting.
ITS A KILLER MAN!
but anyways, i've applied for a job which is like work around with kids one,
so hopefully wont be that bad,
going down to the place on thursday to have a quick talk with the person in-charge
hopefully i can get the job! (:

regarding uni, have decided to choose NTU accountacy over NUS arts and social science,
but come to think of the travelling,
hahas, oh well,
past 3 years have been travelling to the east,
next 3 years will just enjoy travelling to the west ya.
but whatever it is, enjoy holiday first!

i'm still contemplating whether or not to continue driving. =X

yesterday was my last day of work,
hahas, dunnoe its a mixture of feelings.
the fact i just like quit and abandon him there. ):

anyways, i've finally passed my FTT!!
the SSDC newly opened at woodlands is cool!
as in, hahas! better than previously where it was at yio chu kang and compared to ubi CDC,
hahas,
multistorey circuit! food court! doesnt look like a driving school,
look like those you know showplace for flats?! hahas!
then since i pass my FTT, so means, yes, i'm gonna go back learn driving,
god let me pass, so guess i shouldnt give up yea?

and currently found event job for this week (:
so which means, this week i'll be working,
and there'll be money rolling in! hahas!

& really, my hardwork has paid off,
at least i didnt waste my 3 years.
i really got into what i wanted to get.
so continue to work hard! (:

have resigned from my current job,
saturday will be my last day.
having mixed feelings about it,
first cause i felt the job was really sians,
so wanted to quit,
second i felt bad towards my boyboy. hahas!
cause we went for the job together,
then now left him alone there,
hao guo yi bu qu arh!
i dunnoe how to put it across, just that in simple words, i know how it feels actually so thats why ):
but then, he is still supportive of me, and call me not to worry, he's okay with it.
真感动 (:

anyway, since i'm going to be jobless, hahas,
so time for job hunting again.
wish me luck then. (: