虽然已经是第二次了，但当我转头离开时，还是有种舍不得的感觉。

counting downn..
cant wait! (:

recently, there's a few man installing some wires outside my house,
heard they are from singtel,
hahas, and they say after installing these wires,
internet will be faster.
hmmm, so after they have installed,
hmm, i think depends,
just now in the afternoon while i'm playing game,
it seems faster, but now when i'm using,
it seems normal. hahas!
so like not much difference.
shall observe a few more days and see howw.
am sooo boredd..

though the time may seems short,
but somehow, somewhat,
i've really let go of the past,
walk out of the shadow,
and learn once again.
the feeling is great, isnt it? (:


am missing the boyy.....

how can you let a child learn how to walk,
when you didnt even let go of his/her hand?

its a simple logic to understand, but why, its still hard to achieve?
is it really that hard?


really, its time to let go,
& start to learn again. (:
every individual is different,
so we cant put one individual's action into all people action right?


anyway, i was thinking,
i'm so free now, should i just go and learn driving?
should i?

finally completed online learning modules for YOG. (:


anyways, i shall just summarise my trip to aust (:


Day One
Landed in brisbane airport in the morning, waited for my sister to chauffeuer us around. hahas! went to shop around first, shop at their Direct Factory Outlet then headed to Habour Town for futher shopping. The shops in australia are similar to Singapore in a sense that, whichever shopping mall you go, the shops you see are similars one. hahas! But one thing i could say is, their food is, "i like!", hahas, very nice! can go to my fb to see all the yummylicious foodies! Then around evening time, went to Gold Coast,-Surfer Paradise, check in at Holiday Inn (the best stay throughout the whole trip) then went around to explore sufer paradise street then dinner and back to hotel and rest for the day.
fyi; aust closes shop at around like 5pm, and sky by the that time is already dark too, so for most of the night, we'll be couch potatoes. (:


Day Two
Went to Movie World! we spent most of our day there, cause there much shows to catch, and a place for cam-whoring with your favourite warner brothers cartoon characters! the shrek 4D experience, stunt driver was awesome! and i manage to snap pictures with my favourite, looney tunes! TWEETY BIRD!!


Day Three
Went to SeaWorld. hahas, we see all the underwater world animals, the dolphine, sealion and seals performance is GREATT! enjoyable!


Day Four
Went to Underwater World, hahas! experience is the same as seaworld, but much smaller i could say. so after that we went to shopping i think?! hahas! actually cannot exactly remember Day Four and Day Five itinerary. then we check in to Rydges Hotel Resort.


Day Five
Went to visit places like "The Big Pineapple", Strawberry Farm where we can pluck our own strawberries! And the strawberry ice-cream they produce themselves is heaven! Besides those, we also went to Ginger Factory! then after that think also headed down to some other shopping malls and shop around, then dinner etc (hahas, same routine)


Day Six
went to sunnybank there to buy grocerries and had our lunch there. that place is kind of asian, as nearby it, there's a university, so can see there's more asians there compared to their own locals, hahas, which i dunnoe why. But the food there is delicious!!! hahas, can go facebook see, what are all the delicious, yummy food i've eaten there throughout! then after that, drive back to my sister place, toowomba at queensland. oh yea, aust is freaking big, so to get from one destination to another is like hours of drive.


Day Seven to Day Twelve
hahas, hibernating at my sister's place. cause my sis is at work, so no one to drive us around. and their public bus comes hourly, and if let say wanna go out to her hse's nearby shop, it will like a walk of ard 30mins+?! hahas, so i've come to a conclusion which is to, HIBERNATE! now i know why some animals like to hibernate in the winter, cause its such a nice, cool, comfy weather to!


Day Thirteen
We drove to lone pine kola sanctuary, and see kolas! i swear they are damm cuteee! hahas, as usual, pictures up on facebook, ownself go see. hahas! then after that went to have lunch at sunnybank then check in to mercure hotel. After that, did shopping at that area too, and we visited the casino over there. hahas! all casinos looks the same so... hahas!


Day Fourteen
Leaving early in the morning, and heading to the airport and catch our flight back to singapore. (:


& ta-dang! i'm back in SINGAPORE! (:


& i'm so sians now, hahas! why are there only mostly sales job available?!
& i dont really want tution, cause i think i wont want to continue when my school starts. hahas!
what to do? sianss,
shall just wait for 23rd june k!! (:

just talked to my boyboy over the phone for a while,
glad that he's doing well over there (:
everything seems well so far,
am sure he will make great buddies and enjoy his journey (:

anyway,
should i find a job? or should i do volunteer work?
hmmmm........

i'm back from aust (:
maybe will blog a post on my aussie trip soon again. hahas!

anyway,
boyboy has officially embark on the journey to be a man today,
went to tekong with him and his family,
hmm, the surroundings seems not bad to me. hahas.
just a few hours has passed,
kind of misses him already.
but oh well, before i know it, he will be out soon (:

somehow somewhat,
it just woke me up suddenly,
finally after so long, i'm kind of enlightened,
& finally i know its time to look at things with a different perception,
maybe its not a bad thing after all either.

you're right, there's actually nothing wrong about it 
just smile (:
when you're happy, i'm happy.

sometimes a simple life is enough to make up for a complicated mind,
hahas, not say complicated but just i dunnoe how to put it across either,
in short, yi yan nan jing. hahas!