hahas, 1st day offically working as a call operator.
& system down in the morning.
first day of work, i've already decided when i want to quit. LOLS!
but let's see if i can last till then,
if not might quit earlier?
it's like, hmm, say the job sians?
not say very sian, but its like when you knock off, for dunnoe what reason, you will just feel so drained.
& dont feel like working again.
its like one part of body calling me go go, the other part telling me quit quit.
LOLS!
see how it goes again then. (:

anyway, i stumbled upon this song on youtube!
just nice when i was watching the drama sometime back, i was there saying the song super nice!
hahas, its in korean, dont understand though, but i just like the music, the high and low, tempo, everything, the way the music is composed. beautiful (:
the link is here (: cause i thought, no point putting in my blog, as my blog has a background music playing, hahas, so cant hear clearly also.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZ1t6eVbG44&feature=related

communication is really important (:
is really like the key to everything (:

working today was quite fun, abit tired though.
taking alternate calls with my partner.
some calls are cooperative while others are like, hahas!
either hang up on us, or is quite reluctant to do.
but oh well,
tml will be on our own already.
hopefully everything will be smooth and okay (:

these few days seems to have like bad mood swings,
dunnoe dunnoe,
hais, hope everything will be fine.
hate myself for being like that.
i shouldnt think so much.
everything will be alright...

we've been together for 11 months,
through ups and downs.
thanks for always been there for me,
always accompany-ing me whenever i go,
i know sometimes i'm quite bad to you,
always bully you, always tease you,
and may have hurt you at times with words,
and sometimes blur blur dunnoe what to do,
what should i do etc..
and i'll always feel bad after that,
but still,
you are the one i love the most,
i love the way you say all the sweet words to me,
love the way you care for me.
those words you said always give me the reassurance i needed.

HAPPY 11th MONTHS MY DEAR (:

with loves,

2nd day of training today.
morning was kind of sians, cause its theory again.
but luckily afternoon we get to attach to a buddy,
then we get to see how the whole things really work.
think it is quite fun actually, still not that bad, not as bad as what i thought it will be.
so perhaps can stay on to this job. (:
see how things go then decide again.

hahas!
1st day training, seems tough ):
fyi, its theory version today,
loads of information to remember and take note!!!
oh man, & i just realised my chinese sucks,
hahas! i cant really converse in chinese actually.
simple simple one can, chim chim one, HELLPPPPP!!
hahas, will i survive till i enter university?
or maybe will quit earlier.
see how actual works goes?
though scary but yet there's some still some fun elements,
as after all it's my first time working as a call operator and doing survey over the phone.
no matter what, its still some work experience (:
tml will be having the soft skills training,
some hand on experience.
abit scared scared.
how how?!
tml then see how again, hopefully i can make it! (:

anyway, bought this vintage flats (:
pretty pretty!
comfy comfy (:

i felt so useless
i'm sorry...
now i find what was said in the show (channel u, 10pm) is quite true and meaningful,
"dont ask what O jie can do for us, ask what can we do for O jie instead"
likewise,
"dont ask what he can do for me, ask what i can do for him instead"
perhaps, is minimum...
i cant seems to do much for him.
he did so much for me,
but yet it seems, i did nothing much for him.

i'm officially employed (:
no slacking at home anymore, greattt!!!
appropriate office wear is needed for the job,
so i bought 2 dress today in case i need it.
when saturday start work then go to the office observe what other people wear.
hahas!
thursday and friday will be training (:
hopefully the job will be manageable
as after all, its still my first time working as a call operator!
excited! scary toooo!

& i saw a pretty pump at new look today @ orchard 313,
vintage kind, maybe will get it the next time i ever go there?
hahas! see fate bahhhs!

just when i blogged, can a job come and find me,
hahas!
AND YES!
I'VE GOT A JOB!!!
SMILES (: suddenly so awake now.
but i feel so bad,
just now got one agent called me and tell me there's a receptionist job,
and she's helping me to apply,
so is like, i've already applied for so many jobs and went for so many interview,
then everytime not successful.
so whenever there's job that i can apply, i'll sure apply!
make sense right, dont wanna lose any chance.
then now i got the call operator job, i cant possibly decline the offer tooo!

APOLOGISE TO MS EUNICE....
the only thing i can hope for now,
is that i'm not selected for the receptionist job, so there's no trouble for her (:

these few days been so tiring.
searching for jobs,
tough!!
then interview one after another,
but no confirm reply or whatsoever.
so searching job --> interview --> wait for reply --> searching job,
this has been my routine
and its so brain-draining.
i dont want to be jobless all the way while waiting for university admission results!! ):

anyway, have cancelled my driving lesson already.
so shall just wait for my ftt results and see how again.
then decide whether to drive or not?
but guess will be changing instructor,
any to recommend? hahas!

another interview on monday.
hopefully can get the job (:
oh well, let's just hope only. hahas!

i've moved back from livejournal again.
i've been switching between the two.
still cant decide which is better.
livejournal is good for privacy,
while blogger is good for layouts.
so i had a hard time deciding where should i stay permanently.
haha!
but at least one good thing is, i didnt change the link!
for my blogger i mean,
still the same as my previous. (: