it's been ages since i last blog,
oh well but anyways, now i'm buzing finding job and learning my driving, hopefully i'll pass next week!
& as you can see, i'm finding jobs, if you have any jobs lobang related to event co-ordinating, social wok or admin work, let me knoww! (:


lets sidetrackk.. hahas,


sometimes life is indeed unpredictable.
certain things may just caught you unprepared,
and what i can say is,
不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜，一切也已经太迟了。
我们这一生不是每次都有一个能重来的机会，
一但错过了，还是失去了，往往都找不回了。


for him, we all know, she meant alot to him, and losing her, someone whom he really cherish alot, meant a big blow to him. hope he will be coping well over there..


there are people in this world who care, who cherish, but still, there are people in this world who cant be bothered to take it seriously too....

sometimes i wonder,
is it because as the years go by,
i've been through more than what i thought i would,
so eventually, i learnt to be positive towards all things.
and i feel so numb to all problems, all emotions,
the only thought left in my mind is,
"life goes on, embrace all things with a smile"
sometimes i do wonder is this a good or bad thing?


but come to think of it, life is nothing but just a journey to accompay you till the day you leave this world, isnt that so?

perhaps 1.5months time is enough, instead of the 4 months.

4+ months back, i thought a decision was finally made.
but now, i just realised, the decision will only be made finally 4 months later.
the next 4 months seems to be crucial,
& i have no idea what feelings should i bring with me to walk through these 4 months.
the 4 months ahead seems to be tough,
the road ahead seems rocky,
but still i have to walk through this journey.


if you find yourself back at the starting point 4 months later, you knew the past 4 months journey is not what you wanted and there's no point continuing cause you know its meaningless, and what you've missed, is where you should have belong.