her sunshine smile

2010-12-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

moving on to a new blog at the end of the year.

till then.....

2010-12-10T23:07:00.001+08:00

have this ever came across you?
when things happened between people,
there'll always be curious people (known as the outsiders) around,
wanting to know what's going on, what happen etc etc,
but then the truth is, outsiders can never relate the actual emotins involved in the events so they'll never really understand whats going on at all in fact, thats why they are known as the outsiders right?
they hear, they knew, but i think they shouldnt comment much.
because, for sure, the comments arent gonna be objective but rather subjective.
cause in reality, what they know is just the surface, other than that, they know nothing.
so whichever comments they made, is bound to be unfair to some of the parties who is involved in the events.
so in conclusion, since you dont really know anything, then dont bother to comment.

2010-11-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

whoo! finally pass my driving test!
i can officially drive on the road! (:
i was super careful in the circuit,
and i drove rather slow.
and so, marks was deducted.
hahas! marks was deducted for driving slow and lack of safety checks.
but stilll, i passs! (:

& really, NEX is like mini vivo.
so many turns and holes!
so confusing!
they should have a directory which illustrate the whole mall layout and shops on top of those level by level one.
and have more signboard pls! hahah!

2010-11-28T11:09:00.001+08:00

"不管你掩饰的有多好，
始终还是被你的眼睛而出卖了，
因为眼睛是灵魂之窗，
你是否真正快乐还是不快乐，
一眼就看出来了，心也感应到了。。。"

2010-11-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

life is like a map,
within that map of life,
it consists of different journey in life,
such as the journey of school,
the journey of love,
the journey of work etc etc.
& within each individual journey itself,
there's bound to have pitstops.
every pitstop poses a problem, an obstacle to you,
the way you look at it, the way you solve it,
will in turn determines the final outcome -
you moved on, you stayed still there or you back-tracked....

so where do you belong to......

2010-11-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

as long as you learn,
though you may not learn at first go,
but at least you learn eventually,
even though it might be the hard way,
nothing matter actually (:

of course that is in the context of mine,
every individual has its own unique way.

2010-11-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

finally submitted the transcript thingy.
its like crazy.
i swear i'll never do it again.
but perhaps if you pay me $20 per min, i'll consider.
HAHAHA! continue dreaming..

past 2 days was super bored in office.
i practically like just make myself present there,
enjoy aircon, and wait to get paid.
thats all.

november seems to pass fast,
like in a blink of eye, its going to be over.
and before its over... i hate to say this.
but yes it is, my driving test!
hopefully, pray, i better pass this time round.
if not seriously man, i dont even know why i ever started learning to drivee!
i can just bang against the wall if i fail the second time.

food for thought;
there's always a bottom line to everything, so lets not abuse or misuse anything.

2010-11-15T23:19:00.001+08:00

he may not be the perfect soul in everyone's eyes.
he may not be the best among all in the world.
but yet he's the only one in your eyes, in your soul,
when the little things he did,
the effort he put in for everything,
and the words said,
touches your heart,
thats when you realised,
he's the special one to you.
I love you as who you are,
and not what I want you to be

I love you, not for what you are,
but for what I am when I am with you.
for you are one that is unique in my eyes. (:

anyway, did facilitation job today for the first time,
although its just like simple helping out,
like passing out of form or worksheet to them, more of like logistic helper,
but not bad (:
quite interesting i could say.
see-ing the students and interacting with them, seems quite fulfilling. (:

2010-11-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes when certain things happen,
you'll always hope that, you are able to turn back time
and hope such things dont happen.
i once thought of that too.
but come thus far,
i am really glad and thankful for everything that has happened.
i guess everything happen for a reason.
& as we pick ourselves up,
we'll always learn something from it.
we realise, we grew and we became stronger... (:

2010-11-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

countdown countdown,
cant wait for 2011 to come! :D

2010-11-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

is like you already thin,
& people can say you look thinner?!
can you imagine it???
but oh wellll!
after such a long time,
i've finally hit like 43kg!
then i think for me to hit like 45kg & above,
it gonna take like ages and on the expense of my whole savings! ):

anyway, the other two temps are going out,
to the outside world to do house visit!!
meaning i'll be the only one left in the office.
the job is already boring enough,
so with the two temps around,
it keeps me going.
then now they are going to travel outside,
i'm going to barely survive.
haha!

i remembered the other time when i went for my camp training,
the camp instructor told us this,
"many a times, the original meaning of the words has been frequently mis-used and mis-interpreted."
i thought for a while, and i agreed...
cause she asked us why we chose this job, and most of us said, cause we have the passion,
then she say dont use the word passion when you are only the first time doing this kind of facilitation, how you know you really have the passion?

2010-10-31T23:29:00.002+08:00

有时候为了不要我担心，
你表面看起来没事，
但其实心里，头里都有事。
虽然我没说出口，
不代表我不知，
其实我都知道。
但我选择默默的陪伴着你。
我知道有时候你需要的，
只是我默默的陪伴，
一双能聆听倾诉的耳朵，
和一个温暖的拥抱，
多过需要一张能安慰你的嘴。
很多时候其实我们都知道，
我们对彼此做了很多，
对彼此无微不至的关心和关怀，
其实我们都默默的藏在心里了。

只想让你知道，
我的肩膀会永远让你依靠着。。。

2010-10-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

from friend's fb status,
有时候会因为太幸福，而害怕下一秒将会失去所拥有的一切.

from my own thoughts,
有时候并不是没有勇气去做某件事，而是没有勇气去面对它的后果。

from drama serial,
有时候因为太习惯彼此的存在，往往也可能把彼此原来的关系搞得变模糊了。

2010-10-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

the little things you have done make me felt loved,
the little actions you did make me feel that i'm cared for,
the true and genuine you touches my heart...
and that all what i needed...
thats how simple love can be,
and thats how simple love should be too.

2010-10-14T22:48:00.004+08:00

its human nature to always be on a search for a better one
(like job-sound like what i'm facing now, jumping job soon, haha, your partner, yourself too like thinking how good it will be if you were this, that or whatsoever like cleverer, prettier etc etc, haha. And even items like phone etc?)
and end up, you'll never be contented,
cause there'll always be a better one out there, its an endless search.
so, the bottom line is,
everything still lie within yourself,
you have a choice, and you made that choice. (:
there's no right or wrong in making whichever choice.
just like me, me quitting school,
in the eyes of basically everyone out there, think that its a wrong choice.
but still i made that choice, cause i know what i'm doing and what i want.
is like you listen but not to get influence and end up making a choice for the sake of everyone and not what you really want. then what's the point?
cause its no longer your choice, but the choice of everyone else isnt it?
& the most impt thing is, whichever choice you make, it affects you,
and not everyone else, thats why, it is even more important to make your own choice,
see my point? haha!
sometimes i find myself having 'screwed' thinking mindset tooo.
hahas, different from others ones (:
oh well, it doesnt really matter also, cause its just thoughts.

you are like the sun of my life,
even though at time you may be far away from me,
but nevertheless,
you still shines at where you are,
& i can still feel your warmth,
as you lit up my life with your love, care and concern.
love you too my dear peck <3

2010-10-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

currently working a 8-5 job,
so kind of no life too.
but most prob, might be jumping job soon. LOLS!
i wanted to blog something long and nice,
but i'm feeling so lazy, so am blogging something very random instead. HAHA!

many a times, we cant live without communication, trust and understanding. (:
they can bring people closer or further.
so if you dont realise their importance,
realise it now (:
it may be hard, but its not un-attainable,
it may be tough, but you just have to learn it (:
& know what,
i just love the way how people bond together (:
the presence of bonding simply make everything more enjoyable (:

2010-10-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

谢谢你的用心良苦。（：

2010-09-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i last blog,
oh well but anyways, now i'm buzing finding job and learning my driving, hopefully i'll pass next week!
& as you can see, i'm finding jobs, if you have any jobs lobang related to event co-ordinating, social wok or admin work, let me knoww! (:

lets sidetrackk.. hahas,

sometimes life is indeed unpredictable.
certain things may just caught you unprepared,
and what i can say is,
不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜，一切也已经太迟了。
我们这一生不是每次都有一个能重来的机会，
一但错过了，还是失去了，往往都找不回了。

for him, we all know, she meant alot to him, and losing her, someone whom he really cherish alot, meant a big blow to him. hope he will be coping well over there..

there are people in this world who care, who cherish, but still, there are people in this world who cant be bothered to take it seriously too....

2010-09-08T17:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder,
is it because as the years go by,
i've been through more than what i thought i would,
so eventually, i learnt to be positive towards all things.
and i feel so numb to all problems, all emotions,
the only thought left in my mind is,
"life goes on, embrace all things with a smile"
sometimes i do wonder is this a good or bad thing?

but come to think of it, life is nothing but just a journey to accompay you till the day you leave this world, isnt that so?

2010-09-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

perhaps 1.5months time is enough, instead of the 4 months.

2010-09-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

4+ months back, i thought a decision was finally made.
but now, i just realised, the decision will only be made finally 4 months later.
the next 4 months seems to be crucial,
& i have no idea what feelings should i bring with me to walk through these 4 months.
the 4 months ahead seems to be tough,
the road ahead seems rocky,
but still i have to walk through this journey.

if you find yourself back at the starting point 4 months later, you knew the past 4 months journey is not what you wanted and there's no point continuing cause you know its meaningless, and what you've missed, is where you should have belong.

2010-08-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

this week gonna be a long week....

2010-08-23T17:37:00.002+08:00

"can you walk into the life of others? touch their lives, guide them through, and slowly, let them open their heart to you?"

can you?

filled with uncertainity, hesitating between the two,

lets be a lil patient longer....

2010-08-23T14:03:00.005+08:00

last week to go before the opening of school.
dont really feel excited, just like, hahas, not much feelings either.

oh well, anyways,
many a times there's several solutions to a problem,
and there's no right or wrong with regards to the various solutions,
but to choose which is the best solution to apply, doesnt really lies on the problem itself but rather the people who are involved in the problem, isnt it?

but come to think of it, if you choose a solution that accomodate to the people, will it really solve the root of the problem? i guess it all depends... (: cause, there's still successful cases! :D
after all, its an undeniable fact, the chosen solution has to be able to solve not only the problem itself but also acceptable by the people involved, then this is call... happy ending where you satisfy all area-the people involved, and the prob itself. HAHA!

in this world, there will never be clear black and white area, it will always be filled with shades of grey.

ps/ game is so addictive!

2010-08-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

感动。

2010-08-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

tp in 1+ month time,
my learning speed is like once per week,
and school reopening soon,
how can i survive this mann.
and the uncle brought me to various test routes during my previous lessons.
almost all those turning at those t-junction, CMI can.
its super hard to gauge, hahas, i feel like i'm turning by feeling and using luck.
suddenly feel like i'm going to be a superwoman.
oh wellll.........

2010-08-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

turning is stressing meee.

2010-08-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

is the waiting process causing me to think twice about what i'm about to go through?
seems to be having serious second thoughts about everything.
i dont know where this is heading me to.
i'm like neither here nor there.
maybe its now too early to say anything,
so maybe alright, i'll make a decision again after one semester.
will this be better? even if its not, i dont have a choice either, do i?

2010-08-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

26 more days to start of school.
the number seems like, in no time school will start,
but the waiting seems like forever.
everyone else have started school already, except me who is stilll waiting...

2010-08-03T16:38:00.001+08:00

加油加油加油！

hang on there for 2 more months! (:

2010-07-30T17:56:00.002+08:00

first attempt!
hahas, wonder how it will turn out to be like?
hopefully something goood......

2010-07-27T10:20:00.000+08:00

there's a shortage of early childhood education teachers!
hahas, & i'm so tempted to switch tracks....
it wasnt a sudden decision but rather have been fickling between the two.
really, seriously....
i guess its just a matter of time.

2010-07-24T00:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to Universal Studio,
hmmm, the place, attractions etc itself i could say it's okay.
there's MADAGASCAR theme, EGYPTIAN theme, JURRASIC DINOSAURS theme, NEW YORK theme, SCI-FI theme, HOLLYWOOD theme and FAR FAR AWAY theme (include shrek, fairy godmother etc)
maybe cause previously went to the movie world in australia,
so it seems kind of similar.
for example, SHREK 4D, hahas! i've seen it in australia.
then for the rides, mainly is rollar coaster kind, just that different variations. hahas!
got one in the egyptian, the rollar coaster ride is MADNESS!
its the high speed kind, and its go forward, backward, sharp turns etcc, feel like anytime you will be flung out of the seat.
& there's merry go round!
& there's something like bumper car, just that the one in universal studio goes round and round,
doesnt bump into each other. hahas!
& there's one more, boat ride, hahas! which will get yourself wet,
as there's one point the boat will go down a deep slope and the water splashes up on you!
fyi, all rides dont take long yea, at most aroud 1 minute you will be done with each ride.
and then YEA, photo taking of all the different buildings, statues etcc.
shop-wise, hahas! guess mainly target tourists yea? price quite expensivee.
for us, we sit almost all the rides,
& catch some show, like hollywood live musical, donkey musical.
yea, thats about all (:
but still, i had fun (:

so to porky in australia, see when you will see this,
hahahs! see, i specially dedicated for you one,
if you dont sit all those rides, then you probably waste half the money?
and i think you most probably spend half a day there only.
need more info? go fb see pictures! hahas!
so actually you no need go, if you want, can just crop yourself and put in the pictures!
HAHAS!

anyways, had driving just now,
hahas! i think the uncle is worry for his car.
soon soon, i'll be more steady. lols!
accelerator is hard to control...

2010-07-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

我只想珍惜我现在所拥有的一切... (:

oh yeah, will blog about yesterday trip to the universal studio sometime later perhaps? (:

2010-07-23T11:09:00.002+08:00

although many a times we all say, "action speaks louder than words",
but sometimes we just cant underestimate the power of words,
they have the power to bring ones' mood up to the sky and down to the bottomless pit.

& everytime i see those words from him, it just lifted up my spirits no matter what (:

2010-07-21T09:50:00.000+08:00

a mintue to ponder;
if at the moment at birth, the life has been destined,
then why is heaven so cruel and unfair to some?

2010-07-19T16:55:00.001+08:00

i think i'll neeed more exercise, more perseverance and bless me with stamina,
HAHAS!
ran-walked 1km already killed me.

anyway, then had driving in the afternoon,
yes yes, after so long!
quite smooth today, not that bad still,
except for some hiccups here and there.
turning skills improved, abit more steady.
just that at times my car swing here and there, hahas,
and nearly 'touched' the army truck which is on my right while i was about to turn right, cause i didnt see it.
even though my instructor said something like there's a army truck,
hahas, but i thought he say infront,
then i see infront only some blue truck,
when did army truck become blue?
hahas, but end up is beside me one.
then luckily the instructor swayed back to lane and let the army truck cross first,
hahas, then the army person inside the truck, should be the instructor also, hahas, turn around and take off his sunglasses to look at me. and he look so fierce. hahas!
and and, i learnt U-turn today. still manageable.
and unintentionally, drove beyond 70km abit cause starting was upslope, so i accelerate more,
then downslope, then suddenly feel, how come the car so fast, hahas, then realise the speed, and i did slow down immediately. hahas!
other than that, not in time to slow down so cross the amber light.
so thats about all . (:

a minute to ponder;
不断的猜疑只会让人感到疲惫，
不如就赌一把，
相信自己所看，所听和所感觉到的吧。。。

anyway, for a minute to ponder,
not necessarily its my own feeling,
it can be just inspiration i get after watching dramas etccc (:
or even some lines that i find it meaningful after i read or see it somewhere.
so dont read too much into it.. hahas!

2010-07-17T09:32:00.002+08:00

i'm blessed with a sweet, adorable, 体贴, wonderful & perfect hubby (:

& i'm contented with it <3

2010-07-16T10:58:00.002+08:00

wheee~
5 more hours! (:

2010-07-15T14:38:00.000+08:00

EXERCISE.HEALTHY EATING.WATER.SLEEP EARLY.
NO CHILLI.NO SEAFOOD.
GAIN WEIGHTT!

hahas, all three lines seems far-fetch to me,
just that first two lines,
not say impossible. hahas!
but at least i'm trying and adapting (:
& so still achievable.
but last line seems really quite impossible,
seriously dunnoe whats wrong man.
no matter how much i eat, my weight just dont increase ):
dont know all those food go where sia.

yes! healthy...
healthy is what i want to be (:

2010-07-13T17:25:00.007+08:00

很多人都说，
“ 女人最美丽最漂亮的时候就是穿上婚纱，结婚的那一天。”

这的确没错，但不是因为女人穿上了婚纱所以美丽漂亮，
而是因为她在结婚那一天，是她人生中最快乐的一天。

一个真正完美又美丽漂亮的女人应该是打从内心里而闪发出来的，
并不是从一个人的外貌，身材而定的，
不是吗？

男女也都一样。。。

可惜的是，并不是很多人了解这个道理。

或许并不是不了解这个道理，
而只是在这个现实的社会里，
人渐渐的都带上了有色眼镜看待每个事情，
往往就忽略了一些更重要的小细节吧。。。

但是世界还是有没带上有色眼镜的人存在着，
所以当你遇到一个了解这个道理的人，
好好珍惜他，
因为他。。。
是在很难的，很真贵。 (:

2010-07-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

hahas!
i think i'm leading a super unhealthy lifestyle now.
& i'm like getting lazier and lazier, hahas!
i dont feel like doing anything.
wake up - eat - watch tv - play com - eat - watch tv - play com - eat - watch tv - play com - sleep.
& guess whatt,
i lost weight?!
suppose to gain weight but in the end lost weight.....
ohhh noooo noooo.

but anyways, today went out to claud and yb for haircut.
hahas! EVERYTIME there's no difference (or should say, just not distinct lah) to my hair even though you can see,
there's already alot of hair on the floor. ):
& i went to dye too, but, colour is not very obvious, do look natural though.
i think quite funny, after dye finish,
the hairdresser ask me, "this kind of colour (yb's hair colour - fyi, she dyed too) too bright for you right?"
then i was like, "no arh"
hahas, then he was like "ohhh"
yeah, so can see, hmmmm, hahas! abit of miscommunicationnn,
if not maybe my hair colour will be more obvious. LOLS (:

anyway! tml friday, haha! happiest day of the weeek..

2010-07-05T23:08:00.006+08:00

bee hive alert?!
bees' are flying round and round,
and i'm hiding round and round!
& there's one camping in my room now ):

how i wish tooo.... ):
i always wonder, why they can, & why cant i?
why why why? ):

2010-07-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

一首歌的词和曲，往往都能很完美的表达出一个人的情感。

2010-07-01T16:56:00.002+08:00

finallyy, after a long long long waittt,
my next driving lesson is on next wed.
i'll keep within the learner's speed limit, and no more 70km/h yea. hahas!

anyways, with my mum constant nagging to get a new bag,
cause there's some tear at my existing bag ):
so just now went to bradell heights to apply the passion card,
in order to get the free pink fila tote bag.
since its free, so i didnt expect muchh (never based on my bag criteria k),
you all know, i'll take ages to buy one bag which i reaally likee. hahas!
so, shall just use it for time being.

tml's friday, yess! (:

2010-06-27T17:14:00.001+08:00

虽然已经是第二次了，但当我转头离开时，还是有种舍不得的感觉。

2010-06-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

counting downn..
cant wait! (:

2010-06-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

recently, there's a few man installing some wires outside my house,
heard they are from singtel,
hahas, and they say after installing these wires,
internet will be faster.
hmmm, so after they have installed,
hmm, i think depends,
just now in the afternoon while i'm playing game,
it seems faster, but now when i'm using,
it seems normal. hahas!
so like not much difference.
shall observe a few more days and see howw.
am sooo boredd..

2010-06-12T17:02:00.004+08:00

though the time may seems short,
but somehow, somewhat,
i've really let go of the past,
walk out of the shadow,
and learn once again.
the feeling is great, isnt it? (:

am missing the boyy.....

2010-06-10T22:48:00.001+08:00

how can you let a child learn how to walk,
when you didnt even let go of his/her hand?

its a simple logic to understand, but why, its still hard to achieve?
is it really that hard?

really, its time to let go,
& start to learn again. (:
every individual is different,
so we cant put one individual's action into all people action right?

anyway, i was thinking,
i'm so free now, should i just go and learn driving?
should i?

2010-06-10T11:56:00.002+08:00

finally completed online learning modules for YOG. (:

anyways, i shall just summarise my trip to aust (:

Day One
Landed in brisbane airport in the morning, waited for my sister to chauffeuer us around. hahas! went to shop around first, shop at their Direct Factory Outlet then headed to Habour Town for futher shopping. The shops in australia are similar to Singapore in a sense that, whichever shopping mall you go, the shops you see are similars one. hahas! But one thing i could say is, their food is, "i like!", hahas, very nice! can go to my fb to see all the yummylicious foodies! Then around evening time, went to Gold Coast,-Surfer Paradise, check in at Holiday Inn (the best stay throughout the whole trip) then went around to explore sufer paradise street then dinner and back to hotel and rest for the day.
fyi; aust closes shop at around like 5pm, and sky by the that time is already dark too, so for most of the night, we'll be couch potatoes. (:

Day Two
Went to Movie World! we spent most of our day there, cause there much shows to catch, and a place for cam-whoring with your favourite warner brothers cartoon characters! the shrek 4D experience, stunt driver was awesome! and i manage to snap pictures with my favourite, looney tunes! TWEETY BIRD!!

Day Three
Went to SeaWorld. hahas, we see all the underwater world animals, the dolphine, sealion and seals performance is GREATT! enjoyable!

Day Four
Went to Underwater World, hahas! experience is the same as seaworld, but much smaller i could say. so after that we went to shopping i think?! hahas! actually cannot exactly remember Day Four and Day Five itinerary. then we check in to Rydges Hotel Resort.

Day Five
Went to visit places like "The Big Pineapple", Strawberry Farm where we can pluck our own strawberries! And the strawberry ice-cream they produce themselves is heaven! Besides those, we also went to Ginger Factory! then after that think also headed down to some other shopping malls and shop around, then dinner etc (hahas, same routine)

Day Six
went to sunnybank there to buy grocerries and had our lunch there. that place is kind of asian, as nearby it, there's a university, so can see there's more asians there compared to their own locals, hahas, which i dunnoe why. But the food there is delicious!!! hahas, can go facebook see, what are all the delicious, yummy food i've eaten there throughout! then after that, drive back to my sister place, toowomba at queensland. oh yea, aust is freaking big, so to get from one destination to another is like hours of drive.

Day Seven to Day Twelve
hahas, hibernating at my sister's place. cause my sis is at work, so no one to drive us around. and their public bus comes hourly, and if let say wanna go out to her hse's nearby shop, it will like a walk of ard 30mins+?! hahas, so i've come to a conclusion which is to, HIBERNATE! now i know why some animals like to hibernate in the winter, cause its such a nice, cool, comfy weather to!

Day Thirteen
We drove to lone pine kola sanctuary, and see kolas! i swear they are damm cuteee! hahas, as usual, pictures up on facebook, ownself go see. hahas! then after that went to have lunch at sunnybank then check in to mercure hotel. After that, did shopping at that area too, and we visited the casino over there. hahas! all casinos looks the same so... hahas!

Day Fourteen
Leaving early in the morning, and heading to the airport and catch our flight back to singapore. (:

& ta-dang! i'm back in SINGAPORE! (:

& i'm so sians now, hahas! why are there only mostly sales job available?!
& i dont really want tution, cause i think i wont want to continue when my school starts. hahas!
what to do? sianss,
shall just wait for 23rd june k!! (:

2010-06-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

just talked to my boyboy over the phone for a while,
glad that he's doing well over there (:
everything seems well so far,
am sure he will make great buddies and enjoy his journey (:

anyway,
should i find a job? or should i do volunteer work?
hmmmm........

2010-06-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

i'm back from aust (:
maybe will blog a post on my aussie trip soon again. hahas!

anyway,
boyboy has officially embark on the journey to be a man today,
went to tekong with him and his family,
hmm, the surroundings seems not bad to me. hahas.
just a few hours has passed,
kind of misses him already.
but oh well, before i know it, he will be out soon (:

2010-06-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

somehow somewhat,
it just woke me up suddenly,
finally after so long, i'm kind of enlightened,
& finally i know its time to look at things with a different perception,
maybe its not a bad thing after all either.

you're right, there's actually nothing wrong about it
just smile (:
when you're happy, i'm happy.

sometimes a simple life is enough to make up for a complicated mind,
hahas, not say complicated but just i dunnoe how to put it across either,
in short, yi yan nan jing. hahas!

2010-05-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

will be going off to australia in 24hrs time,
then wont be spending my birthday in singapore,
so my boyboy celebrated it with me beforehand!!
went for soul garden buffet lunch and IP MAN 2 after that (:
nice movie and food!
& the most impt thing isss,
*drum rolll*
boyboy bought me POGO!! - big gigantic bear! as tall as my leg!
pictures of POGO on my facebook (:
he gave me a surprise by appearing infront of my door with the big bear!
i was like some kid! happy to the max <3
thanks love!

oh well, but due to work and graduation etc, less time was spent together.
& even lesser time we are going to spend
cause i'm going oversea, and when i'm back, the next day he will be going to tekong.
going to miss him lots...
sometimes i never tell you,
really those little actions you do, the words you said, the way you look at me,
just captivate my heart deeply (:

2010-05-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

there are different types of manager.
& do you know who are the ones who are worth respect and working for?
someone who is understanding, reasonable for sure.
& definitely not those unreasonable and who dont believe in what their fellow staff say,
tell me, where can you find a manager
who can shoot you off saying, "dont give me such excuses" when you are explaining things nicely to her?
who can just bark off and hang up on you?! like what the?!
& who just parade around with that attitude face?!
come on, i dont owe you anything,
stupid BOOdog!

seriously, when you see such attitude manager,
forget it, even high pay also wont want work for her.
furthermore, its not only me who feel that way,
others promoters also tell me that about the management.
when people work hard and does her part,
do you see it?
apparently, you dont.
just so unluckily, when the people are just talking or asking colleague something, you quickly jump to the conclusion, we dont hire you to talk like what the?!
& mentions things like sales are dropping etc?
like hello, we are the temp staff there?
we already did our part,
we are responsible enough i could say
& when we serve the customer well and receive compliments from them,
where are you then? why didnt you so luckily to walk past and withness that?

oh ya, perhaps i'll be like blacklisted by that company or whatsoever,
but oh well, i never have the intention to EVER go back to work for them or even step in to that shop.
seriously, to be a good service provider, there are 2 kinds,
first, your service are sincere and geniune
& second, oh you are the customer, its my job to provide the best service to you if not later i'll get into trouble etc.
& apparently i can see that, the second type of service is actually being provided.
why?
cause it can be seen within the management iteself, as simple as that....
& customers are not stupid, they can tell who are the ones that really, WOW you with their service, and who are the ones like just service you well for the sake of doing..

alright! thats all for my complaints! (:

2010-05-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

"i'd rather be hurt by the truth, then be protected by the lie"

a quote i saw on fb,
which i find it meaningful yet irony.
hahas, whats the difference anyway?
both hurt as much isnt that so?
perhaps the only difference in depth?

& i seriously dont like the bulldog at my workplace ):

2010-05-01T16:19:00.001+08:00

brain feel like exploding soon... ):

2010-04-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

instinct?
or not?
many a times,
the difference between this and that,
its just a line difference..

2010-04-29T16:37:00.000+08:00

3 days ago was our 1st year anniversary (:

met up with my boyboy after his work.

went to marina square.

we ate at dian xiao er, his treat (:

food not bad there (: yum yum.

after dinner went to walk around,

then we went to the newly opened bridge there,

that area to stroll around.

though the time spend is not very long, but still we enjoyed (:

i've enjoyed his company and also his card!

his card is cutee (: i like! *secret between us*

hahas!

oh well, but his going into army soon......):

with loves; 260410 <3

2010-04-25T15:32:00.002+08:00

walked past comic connection just now,
& i've decided on something................... which is.............

I WANT TO GET THE WHOLE SERIES OF THE CARE BEAR SET!!

(dunnoe if the picture shows the whole series, hahas)

THE SMALL VERSION ONE ($6.90 EACH)

hahas! sponsor anyone? (:

2010-04-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

突然觉得一切过的好快，
好想时间能缓慢下来。。。

2010-04-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

there's always a time where human start to change their perspective towards life,
and how they look at things.
it just a matter of time,

looking back at my life,
i was so amazed how did i ever come thus far...

2010-04-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

random thoughts...

i think if this goes on, i can be thoning for every night.
why doesnt adults have concession, at least i can travel around and not feel so restricted by the expensive transport fares. (they do have something call season pass, which is like $98 per month equally unaffordable)
maybe should start relying on leg
making choices, regretting choices made, life still goes on.
& damm the person, idiot.
i'm feeling super bored, so maybe i should go back and find more jobs

oh wellll..........

2010-04-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

seriously, now i find guys with that name sucks,
all the same attitude.
stupid idiot!
cheaters & liars!
i seriously just hate liars and cheaters!

seriously, i think the whole issue is dumb lah,
give us the shirt, say wear it then look more professional etc, all the bullshit,
say its brand new etc.
in the end, still want to take it back,
so i think all the shirts are like recycled?!
looks professional?
i think what we wore the other time to that place to meet that person,
is more than appropriate.
still call us change to your shirt,
and end up still have to return,
what for all the hassle!
stupid lah!
and dont bother to tell different things to different people lah.
damm damm damm!
& if you are so sincere about paying us the salary, you should be calling us up instead of emailing,
if emailing, what if the person never see it in time?
so dont tell me you are so dumb to go there and wait then realise we couldnt make it?!
&, initially it was stated so clearly to bank in the salary in black and white!
so stop giving so many excuses!
stop treating teenagers as dumb or whatsoever!
& i'm so not going to specially make the trip down to such a far place,
later i go down you give me some excuses of not giving me the salary,
blah blah blah! then what? waste my time and money just to go down and pass you back that stupid shirt?!
i'm seriously so pissed off now!
& am in a bad bad mood!

2010-04-23T23:56:00.001+08:00

:(
once again, i failed.. sorry.
guess everyone else is doing a better job than me..

2010-04-22T18:14:00.001+08:00

i'm hardworking today (:
went for 2 jobs interview
and i think kind of get the 2 jobs? hahas!
for one is confirmed,
which is working at robinsons as temp cashier,
i think is for the helping out during GSS (:
its only 8 days, from 12th May to 16th May, 21st May to 23rd May and there's some training and briefing some day. hahas!
there actually another one too, which is work from whole of may to ard 2nd week of june which i couldnt make it,
cause might be overseas. (:

then the other one is, the job at peek-a-boo (kids environment)at kallang leisure park.
but for that, there will be trials before they officially accept me, so see how it goes again.
this job is more flexible for weekdays, its on rooster shift then mostly they say they need helpers on weekends, then weekdays maybe like just work 2 days? hahas, the very flexible kind.

soo, since there's two jobs on hand maybe i shall stop finding job for the time being?! LOLS!

anyway, beside that,
went to the library too, since its on the way.
borrowed storybooks to read,
guess i'm too bored at home thats why.

tml boyboy's tp, he will passs!!
jiayou! last lap to go, goo all the way! (:

2010-04-19T11:43:00.001+08:00

finally finished my 4 day event roadshow at AMK.
tiring, legs and back are breaking.
now i know,
i'll never ever apply for sales job (those direct sales promoting), and maybe call operator job (kind of boring, where time pass by via crawling).
especially direct sales promoting.
ITS A KILLER MAN!
but anyways, i've applied for a job which is like work around with kids one,
so hopefully wont be that bad,
going down to the place on thursday to have a quick talk with the person in-charge
hopefully i can get the job! (:

regarding uni, have decided to choose NTU accountacy over NUS arts and social science,
but come to think of the travelling,
hahas, oh well,
past 3 years have been travelling to the east,
next 3 years will just enjoy travelling to the west ya.
but whatever it is, enjoy holiday first!

i'm still contemplating whether or not to continue driving. =X

2010-04-12T22:02:00.001+08:00

yesterday was my last day of work,
hahas, dunnoe its a mixture of feelings.
the fact i just like quit and abandon him there. ):

anyways, i've finally passed my FTT!!
the SSDC newly opened at woodlands is cool!
as in, hahas! better than previously where it was at yio chu kang and compared to ubi CDC,
hahas,
multistorey circuit! food court! doesnt look like a driving school,
look like those you know showplace for flats?! hahas!
then since i pass my FTT, so means, yes, i'm gonna go back learn driving,
god let me pass, so guess i shouldnt give up yea?

and currently found event job for this week (:
so which means, this week i'll be working,
and there'll be money rolling in! hahas!

& really, my hardwork has paid off,
at least i didnt waste my 3 years.
i really got into what i wanted to get.
so continue to work hard! (:

2010-04-06T21:29:00.000+08:00

have resigned from my current job,
saturday will be my last day.
having mixed feelings about it,
first cause i felt the job was really sians,
so wanted to quit,
second i felt bad towards my boyboy. hahas!
cause we went for the job together,
then now left him alone there,
hao guo yi bu qu arh!
i dunnoe how to put it across, just that in simple words, i know how it feels actually so thats why ):
but then, he is still supportive of me, and call me not to worry, he's okay with it.
真感动 (:

anyway, since i'm going to be jobless, hahas,
so time for job hunting again.
wish me luck then. (:

2010-03-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

hahas, 1st day offically working as a call operator.
& system down in the morning.
first day of work, i've already decided when i want to quit. LOLS!
but let's see if i can last till then,
if not might quit earlier?
it's like, hmm, say the job sians?
not say very sian, but its like when you knock off, for dunnoe what reason, you will just feel so drained.
& dont feel like working again.
its like one part of body calling me go go, the other part telling me quit quit.
LOLS!
see how it goes again then. (:

anyway, i stumbled upon this song on youtube!
just nice when i was watching the drama sometime back, i was there saying the song super nice!
hahas, its in korean, dont understand though, but i just like the music, the high and low, tempo, everything, the way the music is composed. beautiful (:
the link is here (: cause i thought, no point putting in my blog, as my blog has a background music playing, hahas, so cant hear clearly also.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZ1t6eVbG44&feature=related

2010-03-27T19:42:00.002+08:00

communication is really important (:
is really like the key to everything (:

2010-03-27T17:24:00.000+08:00

working today was quite fun, abit tired though.
taking alternate calls with my partner.
some calls are cooperative while others are like, hahas!
either hang up on us, or is quite reluctant to do.
but oh well,
tml will be on our own already.
hopefully everything will be smooth and okay (:

these few days seems to have like bad mood swings,
dunnoe dunnoe,
hais, hope everything will be fine.
hate myself for being like that.
i shouldnt think so much.
everything will be alright...

2010-03-26T18:12:00.001+08:00

we've been together for 11 months,
through ups and downs.
thanks for always been there for me,
always accompany-ing me whenever i go,
i know sometimes i'm quite bad to you,
always bully you, always tease you,
and may have hurt you at times with words,
and sometimes blur blur dunnoe what to do,
what should i do etc..
and i'll always feel bad after that,
but still,
you are the one i love the most,
i love the way you say all the sweet words to me,
love the way you care for me.
those words you said always give me the reassurance i needed.

HAPPY 11th MONTHS MY DEAR (:

with loves,

2010-03-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

2nd day of training today.
morning was kind of sians, cause its theory again.
but luckily afternoon we get to attach to a buddy,
then we get to see how the whole things really work.
think it is quite fun actually, still not that bad, not as bad as what i thought it will be.
so perhaps can stay on to this job. (:
see how things go then decide again.

2010-03-25T21:06:00.001+08:00

hahas!
1st day training, seems tough ):
fyi, its theory version today,
loads of information to remember and take note!!!
oh man, & i just realised my chinese sucks,
hahas! i cant really converse in chinese actually.
simple simple one can, chim chim one, HELLPPPPP!!
hahas, will i survive till i enter university?
or maybe will quit earlier.
see how actual works goes?
though scary but yet there's some still some fun elements,
as after all it's my first time working as a call operator and doing survey over the phone.
no matter what, its still some work experience (:
tml will be having the soft skills training,
some hand on experience.
abit scared scared.
how how?!
tml then see how again, hopefully i can make it! (:

anyway, bought this vintage flats (:
pretty pretty!
comfy comfy (:

happy happy :D

the heels killed me today.

going to get a more comfy pair soon. (:

2010-03-24T12:10:00.003+08:00

i felt so useless
i'm sorry...
now i find what was said in the show (channel u, 10pm) is quite true and meaningful,
"dont ask what O jie can do for us, ask what can we do for O jie instead"
likewise,
"dont ask what he can do for me, ask what i can do for him instead"
perhaps, is minimum...
i cant seems to do much for him.
he did so much for me,
but yet it seems, i did nothing much for him.

2010-03-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

i'm officially employed (:
no slacking at home anymore, greattt!!!
appropriate office wear is needed for the job,
so i bought 2 dress today in case i need it.
when saturday start work then go to the office observe what other people wear.
hahas!
thursday and friday will be training (:
hopefully the job will be manageable
as after all, its still my first time working as a call operator!
excited! scary toooo!

& i saw a pretty pump at new look today @ orchard 313,
vintage kind, maybe will get it the next time i ever go there?
hahas! see fate bahhhs!

2010-03-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

just when i blogged, can a job come and find me,
hahas!
AND YES!
I'VE GOT A JOB!!!
SMILES (: suddenly so awake now.
but i feel so bad,
just now got one agent called me and tell me there's a receptionist job,
and she's helping me to apply,
so is like, i've already applied for so many jobs and went for so many interview,
then everytime not successful.
so whenever there's job that i can apply, i'll sure apply!
make sense right, dont wanna lose any chance.
then now i got the call operator job, i cant possibly decline the offer tooo!

APOLOGISE TO MS EUNICE....
the only thing i can hope for now,
is that i'm not selected for the receptionist job, so there's no trouble for her (:

2010-03-22T17:34:00.004+08:00

I'M DROP DEAD TIRED TODAY!

woke up super early this morning to go for an interview.

& i'm super hungry now =X,

can one job just come and find me and accept me?!

hahas!

so i can stop looking online for job ads, and i can stop going for interviewing!

hahas!

anyway, went around to find suitable present for my cousin,

saw one bermudas not bad, still contemplating to buy or not.

shall look at more before deciding arh.

& unknowingly, money in saving account is depleting :(

got a shock when i withdraw and ask for receipt,

then realised it.

thats the bad point for not taking receipt whenever you visit an ATM machine

hahas!

oh wells, time to start saving (:

JOB JOB JOB! i'm calling out to you....

can you hear me???

2010-03-20T11:48:00.000+08:00

these few days been so tiring.
searching for jobs,
tough!!
then interview one after another,
but no confirm reply or whatsoever.
so searching job --> interview --> wait for reply --> searching job,
this has been my routine
and its so brain-draining.
i dont want to be jobless all the way while waiting for university admission results!! ):

anyway, have cancelled my driving lesson already.
so shall just wait for my ftt results and see how again.
then decide whether to drive or not?
but guess will be changing instructor,
any to recommend? hahas!

another interview on monday.
hopefully can get the job (:
oh well, let's just hope only. hahas!

2010-03-19T21:58:00.001+08:00

i've moved back from livejournal again.
i've been switching between the two.
still cant decide which is better.
livejournal is good for privacy,
while blogger is good for layouts.
so i had a hard time deciding where should i stay permanently.
haha!
but at least one good thing is, i didnt change the link!
for my blogger i mean,
still the same as my previous. (: